TONSILS!! AAAAACK

Here's the deal...

When I was three I got my tonsils taken out. I guess the STUPID doctor took them out wrong!


HE LEFT SOME OF MY STINKING TONSILS IN MY THROAT!!!!! I HATE MY LIFE!

ok...so now this is what's going on...

December 30th at 7:45 a.m I am having my 2nd Tonsilectomy. This is ridiculous. I mean...really really REALLY REALLY REALLY ridiculous.



AHHHH ME....

It's the most wonderful time of the year! :]

CHRISTMAS IS ONLY 4 DAYS AWAY!!! :] This is very happy!

My first semester is OVER!! Now I wish every other semester would be over so I can get married!! :]

So lots has happened since my last post. I can't seem to keep up with this thinger.

Well..basically..here's what's happend

-My roomate mooooooved out.

--I'm not sure how i feel about this. It's kind of depressing, but it's also VERY exciting to me! I get so much space now. The way it was executed was really stupid...and it hurt my feelings a lot! But now I'm pretty much over it and I am so stoked to have the room the way I want it! :)

-I'M HOME!

-- I got to go to Brad's house the night I got home! :) I got to see Whitney, Danielle, James...etc. you know...all the cool kids ;) But no really..I love them and I miss them a lot!

-I have a doctor's appt. TOMORROW!

-- Alright kids...this is a big one. Tomorrow I will officially figure out what the heck is wrong with me!!! :]..haha not really. Tomorrow they will only tell me what's wrong with my throat. There are still many many things that are wrong with me.

-ANXIETY ANXIETY ANXIETY!!

--Oh Lord please help me. That word just makes me cringe. My anxiety has gotten so much worse lately. I'm not sure why...but it seriously has gotten SO bad. I can't do much without having symptoms of an attack. The worst is when my muscles start to contract and I can't use my hands or my legs. I've gotten so sensitive to sound and light as well. This is just freaking me out!! I hate it, and I would appreciate as many prayers as I could get! I am hoping to go see a Psychiatrist this break. Hopefully soon. Then I will OFFICIALLY know what is REALLY going on in my body.

That's basically all...oh besides the fact that I have no idea what to get Andrew for Christmas!! eek!

Hm...well we'll see. It's only 4 days away...........

<-- that is Andrew's mommy and me! :)

STAY WARM!

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WHAT IS GOING ON?

Baaaaaaaasically...the title says it all.

What is going on in my body? I went to the hospital last night.

Diagnosis? Anxiety attack..
Symptoms? Well...I apparently forgot some stuff that had just happened (says andrew), shaking, couldn't breathe, blood pressure up, heart rate up, muscle contractions, migrane...and more.

meh....

So they put an IV in me and pumped me full of saline. they also did a scan of my brain...which came out normal ;]. They also gave me a muscle relaxant for the shaking and pain meds for my migrane. Yummy right? haha no

Andrew and I were at the hospital for about 4 ish hours. We got BLT's out of the deal....and I got a nice bruise on my hand from the IV.....

I need to pray more...not only because it's good for me, but because I'm called to do it....

I can't sleep....
oh boy...8:00 class is going to come up so much faster than i want it to...

my life....