It's the most wonderful time of the year! :]

CHRISTMAS IS ONLY 4 DAYS AWAY!!! :] This is very happy!

My first semester is OVER!! Now I wish every other semester would be over so I can get married!! :]

So lots has happened since my last post. I can't seem to keep up with this thinger.

Well..basically..here's what's happend

-My roomate mooooooved out.

--I'm not sure how i feel about this. It's kind of depressing, but it's also VERY exciting to me! I get so much space now. The way it was executed was really stupid...and it hurt my feelings a lot! But now I'm pretty much over it and I am so stoked to have the room the way I want it! :)

-I'M HOME!

-- I got to go to Brad's house the night I got home! :) I got to see Whitney, Danielle, James...etc. you know...all the cool kids ;) But no really..I love them and I miss them a lot!

-I have a doctor's appt. TOMORROW!

-- Alright kids...this is a big one. Tomorrow I will officially figure out what the heck is wrong with me!!! :]..haha not really. Tomorrow they will only tell me what's wrong with my throat. There are still many many things that are wrong with me.

-ANXIETY ANXIETY ANXIETY!!

--Oh Lord please help me. That word just makes me cringe. My anxiety has gotten so much worse lately. I'm not sure why...but it seriously has gotten SO bad. I can't do much without having symptoms of an attack. The worst is when my muscles start to contract and I can't use my hands or my legs. I've gotten so sensitive to sound and light as well. This is just freaking me out!! I hate it, and I would appreciate as many prayers as I could get! I am hoping to go see a Psychiatrist this break. Hopefully soon. Then I will OFFICIALLY know what is REALLY going on in my body.

That's basically all...oh besides the fact that I have no idea what to get Andrew for Christmas!! eek!

Hm...well we'll see. It's only 4 days away...........

<-- that is Andrew's mommy and me! :)

STAY WARM!

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