Gone, gone, gone

SUMMER!!!!!!

School is out, andrew is gone...now what?

What should I do this summer?
Somebody tell me

Last week of school!

So, here's how my last week of school went...cuz you all are DYING to know!!

Monday--Had regular classes..yay me
-Moved some stuff to my car
Tuesday--Eartraining test in the A.M, well actually 10:30, but it's all good
-Then I went home :)
Wednesday--Had fingerprinting done for my job this summer
-Came back to Bolivar
-Sang with Andrew, DeeDee, Tyler, and Michael at a church thinger..it was so much fun! :)
-Girls night with Marie and Tina at Kai. I <3 SUSHI!
-More girls night with Marie, Tina, and Millie! Stargazing at Sunset bridge
-Study for my test the next morning at 8 am..i kind of started this at like..3:00 am
Thursday--Survey of Music Literature final in the A.M
-Sleeeeeeeeeeeeep
-Moved the rest of my stuff to my car
Friday--Theory final at 10:30
-Help move tina out of her room
-Girls night with Mindy and Casey.
Saturday--Tomorrow I'm going to Afton, Oklahoma with Andrew for a family reunion. :)


So that's my week. Soon andrew is going to be leaving me to go to St. Louis...:( I don't wanna think about that right now...so I won't!

-<3

I'm not so amazing...

So, I've learned a lot about myself this past year...
Most of it...bad
Some of it...good

I've learned...
-that I can't have everything
-I won't always get what I want
-Friends will stab you in the back
-You will stab your friends in the back
-You will LEARN from stabbing your friends in the back and never do it again
-What you say WILL be used against you
-Even though you go to a baptist school, not everybody lives that kind of lifestyle
-Those people who don't live that lifestyle are probably some of the best people
-My life isn't as glamorous as it seems
-Always keep God first
-Keep your friends close and your enemies closer
-Love ALWAYS
-Even though this may be a crappy school, it is where I am supposed to be
-Never change yourself for somebody especially just a friend
-Be slow to anger
-STUDY!
-Your freshman year will be the crappiest school year of your college experience..(well, mine was)
-You can't take back something that you put in writing
-No matter how many times you say you're sorry, it doesn't always fix it
-People will probably not like you
-You will probably not like others
-ALWAYS make a good first impression, it may be your last
-I am the biggest hypocrite i know
-I need to work on that

So basically that is just some of the crap I've learned this year minus the school stuff.
I've been really weird this year, and I apologize to any who I have hurt or been rude to, or whatever.
This is not who I am, I am not this person...

I'm not so amazing

The craziness of a music major's life...

ALKFJAL;SDFIASJF;LIJF ;IFJ

Oh goodness...my life.
Schedule this week...

Monday--Theory, Chapel, Survey of Music Literature, Chorale, voice lesson
-in between these times i had to practice for my piano jury, and try to memorize the rest of the songs i need memorized.
-Got accomplished: practicing for piano jury, and memorizing 1 of the 3 i have left to memorize..not too shabby!
-Also had to do 6 different assignments for Intro to Music Education that are due tomorrow...:/
Tuesday--Intro to Music Education, Piano Lesson
-Found out that the assignments aren't due for another week. :) This is happy.
- Still need to memorize 2 songs. Kill me
-Need to practice more for my piano jury/lesson
-Need to pack some stuff to take home next tuesday.
-Need to plan an activity for the children's choir tomorrow
-Need to find time to go to Walgreens and get a refill on my anti-depression/anxiety meds...
Wednesday--Theory, Chapel, Survey of Music Literature, Church
-Take Sightsinging final
-Need to go over the theory final exam prep questions
-If i haven't done so, which i probably won't have, memorize my songs
-Practice for piano jury
-Go to Church and help with hand chimes, children's choir, and play in the orchestra
- Get back and do homework and all that jazz
Thursday--Voice Lesson
-I BETTER HAVE MY SONGS MEMORIZED BY THIS TIME!
-Practice for Piano jury
-Practice with Michael!!
-Hang out with Allen and Jennifer
-Freak out about juries :/
-Try to sleeeeep
Friday--Theory, Survey of Music Literature
-Have piano jury
-Practice more for vocal jury
-Do piano proficiencies
-Sleep
-Study for finals
Saturday--Vocal Lesson with Dr. Brown
-Go over songs again
-Work out maybe?
-Eat..maybe?
-Study for finals
Sunday--Church
-Go to church
-Go over songs
-Study for other finals

My head is spinning...bleh

Your Song--Andrew Lewis

My amazing boyfriend wrote this song for me. Apparently it's been in the works a LONG time! He recorded it at one of our friends' house who has a pretty high-tech recording studioish thingy. Basically, it's Andrew talking to God about me. :D It made me cry the first time i heard it, but i tried not to cry because i was in front of andrew!! :)

Could this be a better day, you’ve given me more than I can say. It’s such a perfect gift in every single way. And I love what you did, mixing what I wanted with what I needed. You must really know me, I think that’s easy to see.

So I thank you for her smile, and I thank you for her heart, and I thank you for her laugh. I thank you for all these things and more, I can’t wait to see what you have in store.

I don’t deserve all this, but you made it so easy I couldn’t miss. How can I thank you? There’s just no way to. Would you be the center of our life, our hope, our love? Guide our pathway each and every day.

And I know that it’s cliché, but when you made that girl, you thought of me.

So I thank you for her smile, and I thank you for her heart, and I thank you for her laugh. I thank you for all these things and more, I can’t wait to see what you have in store.



I am so thankful to have such an amazing boyfriend. God has done amazing things in our relationship and I cannot wait to see what's in store! :)