I'm not so amazing...

So, I've learned a lot about myself this past year...
Most of it...bad
Some of it...good

I've learned...
-that I can't have everything
-I won't always get what I want
-Friends will stab you in the back
-You will stab your friends in the back
-You will LEARN from stabbing your friends in the back and never do it again
-What you say WILL be used against you
-Even though you go to a baptist school, not everybody lives that kind of lifestyle
-Those people who don't live that lifestyle are probably some of the best people
-My life isn't as glamorous as it seems
-Always keep God first
-Keep your friends close and your enemies closer
-Love ALWAYS
-Even though this may be a crappy school, it is where I am supposed to be
-Never change yourself for somebody especially just a friend
-Be slow to anger
-STUDY!
-Your freshman year will be the crappiest school year of your college experience..(well, mine was)
-You can't take back something that you put in writing
-No matter how many times you say you're sorry, it doesn't always fix it
-People will probably not like you
-You will probably not like others
-ALWAYS make a good first impression, it may be your last
-I am the biggest hypocrite i know
-I need to work on that

So basically that is just some of the crap I've learned this year minus the school stuff.
I've been really weird this year, and I apologize to any who I have hurt or been rude to, or whatever.
This is not who I am, I am not this person...

I'm not so amazing