The loudest thing in my head...

Alright, so I think that God is completely and udderly AMAZING.

It's when you're in the most pain, and agony that God can bring amazing things. First, He brought Ambra back to me! :) She has kept me sane these last 2 weeks. Without her, I'd be sitting in my room doing NOTHING. Second..He has brought me some new "projects." Not like..craft projects..but KINGDOM projects. I am super excited. Third, I have been able to spend time with people I felt like I couldn't in years! It has been great to reminisce with people like Jeff, Aaron, Mikey, Doug, and Victor. It has also been amazing to hang out with Lexi, and Chara! I have re-connected with Justin, and let me tell you...all of these things make it SO hard to go back to college.

BUT

My life is moving on. I'M MOVING ON! :) I can openly and freely say this. My life is going to be so much better than I ever could have though possible. Of course it's going to have it's rough patches, but with those rough patches are going to come sweet sweet joy and grace. God is so good and He is the only thing helping me through this "rough patch" called life. I've never felt more sure about anything in my life, and I can't wait to see what He has in store.

I can't wait to re-connect with all my SBU friends. I can't wait to spend ALL of my time with Casey, Marie, Tina, Alyssa, Mindy...ETC. I also can't wait to pour my heart and soul into my roommate Tyne. This year is going to be spent building relationships. Not anything specific...aka...i'm not looking for a boyfriend!!!

I really am going to miss being at home and spending time with my mommy and daddy. I haven't been doing much of that lately, just because I think I finally realized that I have a life..and yes..I am allowed to live it. But anyway...I'm going to miss them and their awesomeness.

My sister is graduating from college this year!!! 2010...my sister is graduating..COLLEGE! WOAH BABY! That just blows my mind. She's going to be on her own, and living her life! She will (hopefully) be engaged to an amazing person and will soon start a life with him, and a family with him...and oh my goodness I am just so excited for her.

Alright, so it's late...and this is getting incredibly long!! :)

Love you all..
me