Those dates, where quite possibly the best year and a half of my life.
I can't imagine a better time of my life than with Andrew.
Although our relationship is over, I still feel as if it isn't. When you've loved somebody for over a year and a half and then in 30 minutes it's over...you don't just "get over it"
My life has drastically changed today...and I am going to need as much support and comforting as people can give. I haven't ever felt my heart break before..but today...it did. I can't describe how it felt...but I knew with my whole being that it was breaking.
For people wondering why...here it is..
Andrew and I have both gotten farther away from God through our relationship and now it's time to get back with God. Andrew prayed very hard about it last night and felt that God was telling him that we were not meant to be together.
Although I have not had an encounter like this with God as of lately, I trust Andrew enough to trust him when he says that God spoke to him.
I am sad, and will be sad.
I am still very much in love...and will be until who knows when
I am NOT looking for anybody nor will I be
I will cry in front of you...get over it
For any SBU friends reading this...I may just end up in your room crying for no reason...but I want you to love me and hold me
Anyway, I need to sleep
just wanted everybody to know I guess...
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